Posted in confessions of a homebody, smalltown girl in the city on May 7, 2008 | 4 Comments »
ok. so i may not look like this anymore… (lost a little weight! yey!)– one of the great things of being stuck in the hospital. har har. but this is not to impugn on cardinal santos’ hospital food– the meals were surprisingly good, too bad mom can’t say the same about their canteen. but well, [...]
Posted in confessions of a homebody on April 26, 2008 | 1 Comment »
can see me? can you hear me?
no. i suppose not.
(this is stef invisible.)
Posted in confessions of a homebody, off the wire on March 27, 2008 | 1 Comment »
one of the questions i really had a hard time answering in the essay portion of my application is “Describe your personality.” while i have been writing about myself all this time on the blog, it was still difficult to actually write and identify my personality. i mean, i haven’t really thought about my personality, [...]
Posted in confessions of a homebody on March 27, 2008 | No Comments »
growing times
freedom is just five steps away
but i am holding a dripping brush on my hand
and my words, just waiting to dry,
are between me in my corner
and the open door.
trouble is
i don’t want paint on my shoes
nor tracks on the floor.
(April 14, 2004)
Posted in confessions of a homebody on March 26, 2008 | No Comments »
There’s distance in the air and I cannot make it leave
i wave my arms’ round about me and blow with all my might
I cannot sense you close, though I know you’re always here
But the comfort of you near is what i long for
When I can’t feel you, I have learned to reach out just [...]
Posted in confessions of a homebody on March 25, 2008 | No Comments »
I know the stars that shine on me,
Are brighter than you or I could ever be.
I know there’s an answer to your question,
But I don’t if I could word it right.
Say what you mean,
Don’t tell it like it could be,
I’m not sure that I should say it out loud,
Say what you mean,
Don’t tell it like [...]
Posted in confessions of a homebody on March 17, 2008 | 2 Comments »
where did the day go? i’m pretty sure I made the most of it and cooked a lot of stuff. cookies, ovenbaked adobo with potatoes, and pizza at midnight, special ordered by the preggy sister.
and this day, once again, I learned to set my expectations for people. forgave without the apologies. and just smiled to [...]
Posted in confessions of a homebody, smalltown girl in the city on March 12, 2008 | 3 Comments »
so PLDT has imposed an internet fast in the Juan household, hence whenever I do get online, it’s for work, or i’m in a burger king somewhere with limited battery time. I just want to let my dear readers to know that I haven’t disappeared from the face of the planet yet and God’s still [...]
Posted in confessions of a homebody on March 1, 2008 | No Comments »
(tagged by Jam)
*The rules are easy, just post 10 things that recently made you happy! Then tag 10 people and force them to post this meme on their blogs
1. sitting on the curb at the cemetery. the sky stretched out over me, and after a week of battling it out in the urban jungle, sitting [...]
Posted in confessions of a homebody on February 26, 2008 | 1 Comment »
“you thrive on stress,” one of my closest friends declared several hours ago. i smiled wanly at him, swaying a bit from exhaustion. i really haven’t been sleeping well and i’ve been driving a lot and writing a lot. and also going out a lot. and the body’s cashing in checks that i can’t pay.
“it’s [...]
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